Hi, I'm so sleepy right now but I had something in my mind that I really want it to go out. I tried to tweet about it but it does not help. Well... It's about... People.
There are a lot of kind of people. You really cannot describe every single person that you met. Some is crazy, some is perfect etc. The more you explore the world or the more you travel, you'll meet more kind of people. So, maybe I'm one of it. I studied at Setapak then Perak then Negeri Sembilan and now is Terengganu. Plus, I'm from Terengganu so it was like knowing people from two sides....if you can understand....
Okay to keep it short, sometimes I'm trying really hard to keep a friend beside me. Some people would advice, you don't have to keep someone beside you, if they want to leave, let them be. I've tried that way and end up I don't have ANY friends.. It is kinda sad but I'm alive. The reason right now I'm feeling a lil guilty is because I forgot to wish my friends' birthday which is on 7 of July and 9 of July...... I love both of them so much even though we rarely met and we don't even have time to hangout together. We also don't talk that much but of course it is hard for me to say I love them. I remember their birthday but its just that I forgot to wish on their day and I felt really guilty but I don't think I can do anything.............. With this kind of incident.. Can I still wish they will be my best friends forever? They're also my first BFF in UniSZA.. and the only bff....
Okay, move on to the title of this post...
Some people said people that think they're ambivert were actually wrong. I'm one of that people. I think I'm ambivert but yeah everyone (only like 2 person) disagree with it.. How to improve my confidence then? Because I love to hangout with my favorite gang but I still need my me time every single day.. I love to talk a lot but sometimes I just don't even want to open my mouth..
Sometimes I think we need to spread this awareness of introvert, extrovert and ambivert's personalitites. Mostly people that is extrovert is the one that always judge loudly and annoyingly but they're also the one who will pick me up as their friend. These 'personalities' are the kind of why I'm afraid to start a relationship whether its just friends or more than friends.. Cause we are weird. Its hard to find someone that will accept us. So that's all my thought for tonight.. I want to watch this cute cdrama, Le Coup De Fodre ;)
The meaning of Le Coup De Fodre is Love At First Sight :D